Randomness and Mischief

Song of the moment: The Sun Shines Through the Rain by Haruyuki Takano

Care to listen to this song?

I always think of Romy everytime I hear this song. I remember him shaking his finger to the beat of the song, and he looked like Frank Sinatra or one of those old 50's crooners. No, "crooner" isn't a bad word or an insult, it's basically the masculine form of "songbird" back in the 50's. If I could go back anywhere in time, I would definitely choose the 50's (I don't care about the whole conformity and fear of communist thing, the 50's were awsome) OR, I would go back to the ROARIN' TWENTIES and lead the life of Gatsby. I want to either be the "Godmother" of an Italian mafia, or an old 20's jazz singer. That would be GRAND.



Anywho... today was hot, and humid, and excruciatingly long. I would go outside right now and jog for a while, but I'm afraid I'm going to pass out because of the heat. I don't know, maybe it's just my house... I'm upstairs right now, all windows open, and I'm feeling dizzy because of the heat. It's actually so hot that I'm starting to feel cold. Or get a cold. Shit... it would suck if I got sick right before basketball try-outs. This is the only thing that is going to suck about thing this Friday: Stephanie and I are going to spend the night in Milpitas (either at Romy's house or in one of his friend's house) and guess what? The fucking try-outs for basketball is the day after. The races probably won't end until 4 in the morning, and I just BET you try-outs are going to be at noon or something. That's going to be really shitty. But whatever, I'll deal with it and it'll work out fine.


Good news.. I'm finally getting caught up in Analysis. I've been pretty lost these last couple of weeks, and my grade is currently reflecting that. But on today's quiz, I actually feel confident that I aced it. Yay me. It's wierd, my academic GPA is higher than my overall GPA... which means I do better in my English, Math, and History classes than my electives. Creepy. I realized that it's true, since I usually like my "harder days" better than my "easy days". Harbor is set on block scheduling, so I have three different classes a day, roughly 100 (more or less) minutes each. My A-day consists of Analysis, Art2/3/4 and Cisco Networking. These are my easy classes, thus being my "easy day". But for some reason, I LOVE my B-Days, which consists of Chemistry (I used to have Physics, but I dropped it because I hadn't taken Chemistry yet =X), American Lit. and Drama. I have a lot more homework in my B-Day classes, and I usually have to work harder on B-days, but for some wierd freaking reason, I like it a lot more than my A-days. I've always loved my harder classes ever since freshman year. I guess I'm just a freak. *shrug*


I really want to dress up for Halloween. Romy said I would look hot as Elvira (hah, yeah right) but I really don't want to wear something skimpy and tight in school, or after school on the ride to Milpitas, or after THAT when we go off to the street races. Gross... who would want to see me in a tight Elvira outfit? I know I don't. o_O;;;;


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I've decided that I am evil. Today, Marylin started to freak out (not really, but you know what I mean) about how Ashley found out that she thought Ashley was a lesbian. And the only people that really knew about that was Me, Stephanie, and Steven. Marylin kept text-messaging Ashley, asking her who told Ashley. But, Stephanie and I were right next to Ashley and told us about it, so of course, Steph and I told her not to tell Marylin that we were the ones that blabbered it out. We suggested that Ashley should tell Marylin that Steven did it, but then she didn't and she just said something like "Oh, it doesn't matter who said it, the only thing that matters is that you thought I was a lesbian".


After the bell rang and everyone started heading for their classes, I was walking downstairs to my art class, and saw Marilyn walking UPSTAIRS. I was like, "Oh shit..." and tried to inconspicuously run down and hide behind the crowds so she wouldn't see me. Well.. of COURSE she eventually saw me, and told me that she had to "talk".


"Dude, why'd you tell Ashley?" She said, hiding her anger behind a laugh.


Heart pounding a thousand times a minute, I replied pretending I had no clue as to what she was talking about. I then gave her a confused look to throw her off, and her face went from suspicious to apologetic.


"She found out that I thought she was a lesbian! She's really pissed at me. Do you know who told her?"


"Umm.. I, I have no idea."


"Cuz like, the only people that knew was you, Stephanie, my brother, and that Steven kid"


"Really? Oh... I don't think Stephanie would tell her. Maybe it was Steven. Yeah, that's right... it was him."


"I knew it was him! God!"


Now she wants to kill him. Hahahahaha. I'm so awful.... but yeah, I wasn't the only one that told Ashley. Stephanie did, also. I feel bad, but fucking Ashley shouldn't have told her that she knew. It's not like I was talking shit about Marilyn, I would never do that. She's fucking cool and I would never do anything that would hurt her. Ashley was even laughing when Marilyn kept text-messaging her, apologizing for thinking she was a lesbian. But then.... I shouldn't have told Marilyn that Steven was the one that told Ashley that. Now she wants to kill him or something. lol.


I think everyone is over-reacting to this, though. I mean, I wouldn't care if one of my friends thought I was a lesbian. Although, I would eventually get pissed and irritated if that friend KEEPS suggesting that I was a lesbian, after I tell that person over and over and OVER again that I'm not. That's where I draw the line. I also wouldn't care if a lesbian started hitting on me... I'd be flattered, but that's basically it. And I wouldn't go berserk about it or get offended about it, that's too much. I would just shake my head, and with a smile, I would tell the girl that I wasn't a lesbian and hopefully, she would leave me alone.


Okay, I'm blabbering over something highly insignificant again. It's this fucking heat, I tell you. I'm gonna go take a shower.. ugh.

Gay or Not Gay? by tashay17
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Hey look! People have to take this automated online test to figure out their sexuality! That's sooooo awsome! *rolls eyes* Haha... and that's funny. I never knew I was bi-sexual. =P